Today is eve of Chinese New Year but i don't have the mood to celebrate... there are some reason .... last time i am very excited abt CNY but now i don't not even excited about the angbao i am getting ... maybe is due to the amount of homeworks given? or maybe now i don't get to sit on my dad lorry tommorrow ? because now at the back of lorry is no longer available unless cover is made. watching other family eat reunion dinner, i feel jealous. last time my family used to go laoyusheng together and have a meal. but now ... haiz... other than that.... watching other family driving car around .... part of my family member need to take public transport. don't you feel weird? is CNY.... to me ... CNY to me is a bit meaningless this year. nvm....maybe i should stay at home to do my hwks and revise. how i hope library is open tommorow... then i comfirm go library... is time for me to start doing my A.math now :D BYE BYE
