today i find myself so useless and slow can't even complete a given task in time. so didn't hand in today.... and i have lots of works waiting for me to be complete.. i don no where to release my stress... so text you ... then my emotion causes me to make HUGE mistake again...+ stress = breakdown have no choice but to continue doing the work that need to hand in by tmr ... some time i an just like a idiot like that ... trying to get attention but failed. my care is too annoying .... maybe my way of me getting attention has always failed... the msg i am trying to send across is just like the air particles; invincible. this is because i nv made myself CLEAR! yes, that is the reason! qinxiang ....